Lame, 200h played around b/e.

Since today gonna grind it back. Going to visit grandparents, my mother gonna be there too. tuesday goin to escape room with parents and sister and thats generaly all plans for incomming week.

No hands from yesterday to post, anyway got some marked from today session, and its still not a end of a day ;>

Sounds like a good plan!

I often say to people who are on a downswing or feeling tilted to go do something which makes them smile! I find it puts things into perspective.

Enjoy and remember the tables will be ready when your back!"

@Jon
Ye it was good idea for complete happinies i will have to go out tomorrow to meet with friends & drink some beer + smoke some. Did i ever mentioned that i feel like "addicted to going out"? When i was living with parents i couldnt imagine to stay whole day in home. Everyday i was going out on evenings to meet with some friends. So living with 2 friends was additional benefit - somehow going out was "checked" even without moving from house. But still finding myself that i have to visit tomorrow some friends


Seems i have to update or before starting next session or after daychange when im able to. Havent done it yesterday and lost one day.

Was thinking about updating it less often than everyday but decided to not abourting it. Some discipline is needed and i think its one of ways to develop some good habbits.



Also gonna play some MMTs with BI < 0.55 + 1.35KO. 2 bad most of those MTTs are turbos. On other hand its ok, kinda not finding myself sitting in front of laptop for 6-10h lol.

1.35KO - bah was kinda hoping for this one.
You finished the tournament in 25th place. A USD 11.05 award has been credited
to your Real Money account.


You have also received USD 1.12 in Knockout Bounties for this tournament.


PokerStars Tournament #1483805550, No Limit Hold'em
Buy-In: $0.25/$0.02 USD
1365 players
Total Prize Pool: $341.25 USD
Tournament started 2016/02/23 3:45:00 CET [2016/02/22 21:45:00 ET]


You finished the tournament in 116th place. A USD 0.47 award has been credited
to your Real Money account.


@ redline - lame preflop, playing often with mostly unknowns and seems doin it 2 loose.

Also noticed that my 3bet&SQZ is kinda low/NITty but i think its ok for now. Simple dont wanna force it vs unknowns - with no idea/infos how to play vs correctly and well, my main goal is to play on table vs big fishes so light 3bets arent best idea - focusing more on value. What do you think about it?


Graph 21-22 feb





Still playin way 2 less. Gonna watch video and look for some stacks

Have a gr8 day

Ha being addicted to going out and seeing friends sounds like one of the positive addictions. It probably says a lot about how cool your friends are and how social you are. I think most poker players go the opposite way as we just get used to sitting on our own.

Haha, right at least its non negative addiction


Did i ever mentioned (not), that i have gym there upstairs? Not finding myself working there (at least not so soon lol) but there is also punching bag!!! Kicked his ass for a short time like 5-10 mins. Def gonna be doing that more often, some condition is for sure welcomed.

Btw didnt expect that running a blog & reviewing+posting hands will take so much time o.0





Fking lame volume, today wont be much higher if any. Already set up meeting with friends so at least 2-3h from today evening will be "wasted" And you know what? Seems like i dont give a fuck ADDICTION is getting control over me nah but feeling that its just gonna be good for me. And havent played a single hand yet today, was sleeping very bad. Falling asleep for like 20-30 mins and waking up jumping from side to side, and again and again. Bah

And well hope we can fix any pot today. Havent smoked for like 2 days i think

Have a great day like im gonna have ^_-

Punching bags are epicccccccc. I wrote about them a lot when i was hitting the gym hard and they did just relieve all day to day stress and kept me in somewhat of a zen state!

Any pics of the gym?

Ye they are. They have to be since one of them is the only thing that is able to make me somehow move my ass =)
Gonna do and post some pics tomorrow. Hope my hands will be ok tomorrow since was there 2 times and right hands hurts a lil, but im pretty sure its ok..


Lol just deleted my post...


Friend's things got robbed by a neightbours from 2nd halfhouse. Its like there is like big house, that is separated into 2 pieces.. 2 enterances (at least to our part). We got 2 rooms there, and on 2nd half of our halfhouse (lol complicated and its still not a finish). we got some neightbours. But 2 be honest no idea who many ppl and other stuff.There is also a 2nd floor, gym there and 3 rooms, one belongs to us (storage room), and 2 owned by neightbours, got no idea wtf there. And those 2 separated halfhouses are connected by attic, enterance on our side by storage room and on their hall. This is the way they got there even left opened enterance on their side. So wasted alot of time today.

Even worse is that friend got his hand bone broken. Like a boxer's hand broke.

L8er visited a parents, fixed some irl cases, and at all havent played a single hand. As a excuse i could say that i have watched some coaching vids

Ofc after "fixing action" with neightboursi, i was 1stly thinkin that such moments always come in wrong time. But realized that prolly there is no right time for them lol.



Anyway got stoned already so after all i dont feel like day was 2 horrible. Except with robbery (and time wasted lol), visited parents, eaten lots of rly rly gr8 (prolly because same hot as gr8 )beef tatar made by my father with alot of also gr8 bread from close to parents bakery. On morning (lol was like 12 maybe 13) we got visited by a friend, yesterday meeting was gr8. Lol generaly except some cash issues yet things going much better then i though.


Now im high, with like 1 shot of waterpipe left. Gonna watch some vids and if i dont get sleepy play some hands. Got hard problem. Dunno if i shall smoke soon or leave it for a good start of a day During writing that post decided that some for start will be ok


Have a great day! ^_-

blablabla

paid back 10$ back to my friend so 28.94$ in roll. 10 from those are from rb so untouchable. Also Gonna have to withdraw like 30$ in 2 weeks or so but gonna take care about it l8er.

4.08 summary

hands:1 392
C won: 16.32
EV C won: 14.31 (lucky biatch)
AVG All in EQ: 65.88


pretty good run lol


prolly gonna collect missing like 700 stars coins to get 10$ bonus, cash out most of roll (lol i hope) leaving on stars min 20, wishing for 30$ and gonna move my ass out of there. Or worst soft or i have to get used to it but cant play up to 9 tables like on stars, 8 is max, and i find 6 optymaly but i think its good move. Those 20-30 $ on stars are left if i need some lil cash out or so. Time of their pay out to skrill simply own.

lol where have you been for 5 months?

ummm 2 be as honest as i can seems that i was PRETENDING that im TRYING to sort everything out lol

05.08

hands: 690 (GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY)
Won: 3.27
EV WON: 1.76
Avg AI Eq: 64.08


lol lost large part of a day due to missunderstanding with my friend.... Was going to visit him (hes working as a chef in some sea-close town? village? Anyway tourist one). Gonna do that tomorrow(today).






Holy fuck, how strange is to realize that u became retarded... and then after 2 mins or so realin ur still retardin around... WTF....


Gonna be updating thread everytime after midnight if im in front of pc and im not visited.






Gonna fix leaks one by one, 1 week for fixin after choosing which one, if i notice no improvement (would like to see it as a totally eliminating choosen one but, well i know not everything can be done in like "eye-whink: ) gonna punish myself on 2nd week and like repeating same step... 3rd week... wont come lol, but if its rly nessessary ill sort some pice of hell out for sure....


Monday taken as a week 1sr day so, first "week" gonna be next 9 days. (a lil cheat ehhhh? lucky bastard....)




so since tomorrow in summary
missio: START TO FUCKING ACT NORMALLY!!! (not a poker one but related as hell, pretty sure about this one since i realized what do i realized).
mission week: 1st


Due to that gonna start playin poker with just 1 incognito chrome tab for yt music. Gratz fruwcio just u just forced yourself 2 do this. Anyway if ur retard then.. well u deserve it hrhrhhr


Have a nice day guys

Would like to edit but got no idea how to edit posts lol... Btw seems i already had such problems before....



Anyway a lil extra mission, faster - better
.
After shaving my face, hair start to growing under skin on my neck, i startet to "disturb" him, you know using hands nails etc =) trying to pull him out, unfortunately seems he dislike me, and refused cooperation =======> bigger than enterie problem hrhrhr

2 days without touching it. Thats what am i looking for. Think it fix problem with me "destroting" my neck, it start to looks like a habbit to dig around on neck...


Maybe you can propose some lil punishment - can be daily, can be instantly after realizing im doing THAT etc etc. But please dont be too cruel if u decide to help me. Rly i gonna find cutting my finger 1 by 1 everytime i touch it 2 hard              J/K but still will lol

Did i mentioned that sometime i REALIZE im doin this, like a habbit without control lol


Maybe it would help somehow
-cant imagine sitting whole life in a home, like friends/social addicted
-like every1 i like to eat well, and since i got no option of making a dinner, so generally going out/ordering something (but idea of refusing good food sounds weird to me)
-being stoned


Also got in touch with 2 female old friends ( well dunno if word old fits there well, girls are aprox 21 and 27 ) with like Pre-set upping with one of them. Anyway girls same as financial punishment ideas wont be taken into consideration as a punishment


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Anyway gonna contact her l8er on; 5am there, but lost some time yesterday due to a lil non-preparation. (Ye that was main reason why i havent visited mine friend yesterday. Our missunderstooding was detected later on). So no way i gonna miss oportunity this time.
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* self mindspelling
Dunno sometimes why i find myself writing so much and long lol - came into my mind, - and why the fuck like this???
*/self mindspelling


Dunno if its due to unorganization or what, maybe it will sort somehow out as time pass. Dont care atm






Anyway WTF am i talking about. Those girls are rly freakin (at least 1 of them still ) good looking hot piece of fresh meat. Both are incredible creatures and i had with both of them amazing relationships. Dont take it like i was "guy who was going to shop when asked 2" haha, because i dont wrote both of hers was my GFs or at least i havent say i fucked them or so :D. They werent my GF's or so, but ummmm how to describe it....? Lets say that there was time when i was changing, and i mean more like thinking way.
(Haha was basicly badass back then, and i dont mean having big muscules or being bully or so).
So wwhile i was snowrolling in badassing (or ownin@badassin better? lol ) i noticed that the less i criticize ppl, uncommon acting (and other things that come by - pretty sure you got what do i mean if u ever felt it).the relationships are getting better. Find it more, more intresting conversations meetings are getting more intresting. Contact generalt becomming lol easier.... Got me? .. Like evolving lol. Anyway girls started to be even more fun than before.


Cant say they were best, wont be fair to other ones, in best times (OFC mean those which passed, not those which are just right after a corrner) but 100% honestly those 2 was ones from best shining pearls.

No fucking way i gonna miss any of them if we set up lol....


*mind talk*

-"LOL seems dream of our pussy is to became a shakespeare or so... "- slowly forcing head to turn and look @ clock - reminding time of last post...

-"Ok tard, go fuck urself or go to write ur sweetshit stories into a book for kids. I dont fucking care, 6h already passed and well, shake, no offence but u wrote wall of useless txt. Go under that tree, sit down in a shadow, enjoy it and write as many books or whatever you want or you are writting..."

Suddenly fruwcio somehow noticed this ONE unsure move, noticed muscules on his face just PREPARING to START to BEGIN to move... Last resistance syndrom, so popular between vaginas. -Ehhhh thats why its gonna be me.


-"No No No buddy, 6h passed, continue.ur mega important job to do".- "YEYEYEYE, i know, Sit down there or do whatever you want to do. . Lay on back for sometime uselessly,, write another book sitting there or so.... Or i got better idea, move ur eyes up. Read those uplines.


LOL Shake look how the fuck it does even looks like omfg. How the fuck you are doing your shit??? Holy fuck look @ that.... Rly OMFG...no comment..." Said fruwcio and started to turn around. He was over, and whole universe seem'ed to know that.



Fruwak slowly fall down under tree in shaddow. Couldnt even say a single word. Like paralized. His body was full of strong emotions mixing with each other. They were negative and strong. But he was not able to identify them exactly, one seemed to be known - but still was a lil diffrent.. Kinda furious and paintfull..... In a strange way.


-Damn timewasting retard.... 6 fucking hours wasted.... Bah at least ill have some1 to write down mine chronicles later on- whispered to himself fruwcio with a something like a lil smile comming out on one side of his mouth.



Feelings that was semi-known semi-unknown for fruwak was very well known for fruwcio. They were filling fruwak so strong. Extremaly. strong. So strong that even fruwcio feel(?) them. He wasnt sure, if he knew or feel that, but he was sure of one thing. That fruwak need some time....


TIME!!!!

"6.5h wasted, gone.... Pathetic writterwannabe. Ye he need some time, thats sure. But why he dont enjoy it yet???"

TIME!!!
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6.5h wasted, pussy set up meeting with friend (sea close) and went to fucking sleep under tree with his rusted head full of useless shits but without preparing at near any stage.. Gay shakespear. Ehhh faster ----> better for him and for me Still some time needed....



*************************TIME!!!******************************

Ye fuck it. Lucky i dont need time anymore..



Guys after face shaving, one of hair on my neck decided to grow up sometime under skin, tried to pull it out etc but ended with bigger problems then @ beggining.


Would be good to hear any proposition of little punishments for Shake....

Hints
-social addicted / addicted of going out
-weed
-food? (seems bad idea for me).

2 days of not touching it shall fix problem, If not it will fix problem with fruwak touching it hypnoticly ------> will solve whole problem

Any proposal? Gonna give him lesson since tomorrow if needed.

Financial and female punishment idea wont be taken into consideration (at current stage xDDDDDD )

And its more about me, mr. writterwannabe got no voice right at the moment.


Tones of things to do, gotta be hurry in case that lazy bitch wake up and take control..

Done with him~

Yesterday came back. Slept like 15h and well, feeling like gonna have to sleep more more than normally to fully rest lol. Got a lil skin burned.

Neck getting better and better since im nearly not touching it at all.


6.06 summarry: (day to pack up; etc)

Hands: 327
C won: -1.27
EV : -0,82
All In Eq: 18.41%


Hrhr dont remember losing vs a set in a 3bet pot (at least vs lower PP) and on such short session spotted at least twice I remember sometime ago it was much more frustrating, now well it looks kinda funny to be honest. Good....

10.08

Hands: 821
C won: 5.22
Ev won: 0,79
Avg All in Eq: 37,74



As this blog gonna be read in future prolly by alot intrested ppl have to post at least there and there some usefull hint for those who are patient enough to dig in this unorganized swamp lol

So as u can notice one of most usefull (possible the most). important skill in poker (not just the micros, micros are hardly beatable without this skill, but no chance for being even b/e without it any higher) is the ability to be lucky. Ye thats the secret. Learn how to win flips, then go harder and harded. Ur poker carrer rely on it. Look at me, was underdog etc and BAM. Its me not those tards who had percentages on their side, who got $$$. Wondering if they are able to buy lets say pizza for their "EV bucks" haha

Haha luck is the secret! Wonder if anyone ever writes a book on this?

Also do you know about the other secret?

11.08

hands: 936
C won: 4.20 ^_-
EV won: 6.76
Avg AI Eq: 49.64%



Dont remember if i tried to read a book or just heard about but there is one thing missing. Action.

Dunno if it wasnt (if i remember good then it wasnt) mentioned to dont fail forevah dreamers hopes etc. Succesful ppl stories prolly somehow fit in this, thinking about their goal etc, but well i bet ronaldo havent came where he is cuz he was lying on coach, playin FIFA/PES (maybe Tekken???) and imagining he gonna play like on screen



Gonna hit 2.5k hands today

12.08

hands: 1968
C won: 7.18
EV won: 2.02
Avg All IN Eq: 65.12%



cant be proud of myself, those 2.5k was easy reachable...

"Let's rock" -Al Bundy.

Hi Piotr!

How has poker been going for you??