After four month of losing in a row, I finally have a positive one.
I'm happy about this result. Not only becuase It's a winning month but also because my all in EV is also positive (much more than what I actually won)
This is my bankroll ATM. I type my results day by day. I mean, I don't take into account HEMs overall graph. I take into account this one becuase here I can see my results with the plus of bonuses (pokerstars doesn't have rakeback but they return you some money after you reach certain goals. It probably isn't as good as rakeback but It is something. Of course If I was a Supernova that would be much more profitable)
When I started playing I divided my bankroll in three (cash, sit & go and tournaments). I haven't payed much attention to sit&Go and tournies. Truth is cash is what I most like. So, no matter if cash looks like out of roll since I actually take into account my whole bankroll. But since I started this graph with those divisions, I will keep them till the end of times.
So, the true line to take into account is the grey one.
And this is what HEM shows as my overall graph so far since I started playing in july 2013. Around 300K and a rate of 0.17bb/100.
I am more or less happy with this because my orange line is going up again. Of course I'm in a period of learning, finding my game, etc. I've had some tough moments and some moments when I was on tilt. So I lost bankroll during some periods in an unbelievable speed. But im having more control of that. And as I mentined above, my EV after each session is usually positive. Of course sometimes it is not, but in general I have a positive one.
Today I'm happy. Maybe tomorrow I'll be crying. But THAT is something I have to learn to deal with. And it's what I'm trying to do.