"Tilt like there's no tomorrow" challenge

Posted 7 years ago

Hi everyone! I've been to lazy lately so I felt I need to make my self a challenge. Just a small challenge over a month, mostly to motivate myself to play. I have never been a high volume player so the challenge is only "meeh" for some of you.

So the plan is to plan is to play atleast 60k hands this month on a Swedish site called Svenska Spel. It's only possible to play 5 tables at once so it will be around 400h/h. The stake is 25nl and I have a winrate the there around 12bb/100 over 140k hands played. Site is super fishy so don't be to impressed!
This year graph at 25nl
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And some info about me: I'm 22 years old guy from Sweden who been playing poker for about a year now. Poker is basically my life but other then that I like to workout and go out partying. I've been coached by TheStudent and now I'm coached by W34z3l. I was playing higher then 25nl with good succes recently but in May I went to Miami and burned big part of my bankroll there. So now I'm building it up so I can get back to were I belong Smile

I have a lot of leaks in my game but the biggest one is that Im probably the biggest tilter in poker. I have smashed so many, phones,monitors,desk, keybord by tilting so I've lost count. I break things like there is no tomorrow. I've been diagnosed with ADHD and now recently got some medication (Concerta) for it. So I hope it will help me controll my anger. If you guys have any tip on how to stop tilting, please till me! haha

Yes, this is/was my desk
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So from 22/08 - 22/09
- 60k hands on Svenska spel
- 2 updates a week
- Try not to tilt
- Posting some interesting hands
- Also want to play some zoom games on stars if I have the time

So if you have any questions or so, just ask me. Good luck at the tables everyone!
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Posted 7 years ago
Oh boy, nice desk! Laugh
You plan to play all those 60k hands at NL25? I'd suggest aggro shot at 50 as soon as you can (like 20BI) cuz Svenska Spel must me soft af!
Posted 7 years ago
Rofl how can you tilt with a graph like that #beast

Looks like a sick one to follow! #IN
Posted 7 years ago
followed!
Posted 7 years ago
Hehe thanks, my desk now might even be worse. Will upload that aswell later. Yes most of the volume will be at 25nl. Yeah the thing is that poker is my only income so I can't have that aggresive BR.
I probably tilt with play money aswell....

Posted 7 years ago
DinBaba: Hehe thanks, my desk now might even be worse.


That can't be Laugh
Posted 7 years ago
Last two days
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5k hands and planing to do atleast 15k this week. Been playing okay, and running okay. Tilted a little bit today but not to bad. Maybe the medicin is working. Getting stronger shit next week so hopefully it will help my controlll my tilt even more.

Some hands. It shows in the wrong currency so it's not 200nl


How to get value with quuaaaads
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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
4 Players

Blinds$1/$24
COHero $431.94
D Gellin $78.87
SB HÃ¥kan50 $207.65
BB wiltzi $377.25
Preflop
4$3Hero is COKK
Hero raises to $7, 1 fold, HÃ¥kan50 calls $6, 1 fold
Flop
2$165KK
HÃ¥kan50 checks, Hero bets$8, HÃ¥kan50 raises to $16, Hero raises to $24, HÃ¥kan50 raises to $32, Hero raises to $50, HÃ¥kan50 goes all-in $200.65, Hero calls$150.65
Turn
2$406.87, 1 all-in 7
River
2$406.87, 1 all-in J
Final Pot$406.87
HÃ¥kan50 shows 9T
Hero shows KK

Hero wins$406.87 (net +$249.22)
HÃ¥kan50 lost $206.65


Against fish
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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
5 Players

Blinds$1/$25
UTG akevke $1,201.43
CO feting $272.89
DHero $316.90
SB Petra79 $342.74
BB Daffdogg $325.94
Preflop
5$3Hero is BTNA3
1 fold, feting raises to $6, Hero calls$6, 2 folds
Flop
2$153A8
feting bets $8, Hero raises to $26, feting raises to $68, Hero goes all-in$310.90, feting goes all-in $266.89
Turn
2$535.07, 2 all-in K
River
2$535.07, 2 all-in 9
Final Pot$535.07
feting shows KA
Hero shows A3

feting wins $535.07 (net +$262.18)
Hero lost$316.90



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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
5 Players

Blinds$1/$25
UTGHero $358.42
CO FTK $261.41
D Iwin_Utilt $334
SB jockoo $395
BB mighty11 $113.60
Preflop
5$3Hero is UTGAJ
Hero raises to $7, FTK calls $7, 1 fold, jockoo calls $6, mighty11 calls $5
Flop
4$28538
jockoo checks, mighty11 bets $28, Hero raises to $62, FTK goes all-in $254.41, jockoo folds, mighty11 goes all-in $106.60, Hero calls$192.41
Turn
3$628.42, 2 all-in T
River
3$628.42, 2 all-in 7
Final Pot$628.42
FTK shows 76
Hero shows AJ

Hero wins$628.42 (net +$429.01)
FTK lost $261.41
jockoo lost $6
mighty11 lost $111.60
Posted 7 years ago
That poor guy with 67hh....
Posted 7 years ago
flop the whole world is not enough sometimes.... Shake
Posted 7 years ago
DinBaba: flop the whole world is not enough sometimes.... (shake)


Poor guy probably thought he was up against aces
Posted 7 years ago
Okay, so first week done and I'm really happy with the results. 15 023 / 60 000 hands done so far. Ive played really good and not been tilting, thank you medicine!
Hope we can keep this winrate thrue the whole challange!
Graph without zoom

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Next week Im moving to a new apartment, but I should get those 15k hands anyway. Will not have any internet, but I think you can get a decent internet via my phone to my laptop?

And some hands ofc
Like what the fuck is he trying to rep?
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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
5 Players

Blinds$1/$25
UTG pemiem $217.74
CO KKriminell $273.25
DHero $355.75
SB MAX1-e $183.76
BB TureG $507.06
Preflop
5$3Hero is BTN87
2 folds, Hero raises to $6, MAX1-e raises to $20, 1 fold, Hero calls$14
Flop
2$42763
MAX1-e bets $26, Hero calls$26
Turn
2$91.666
MAX1-e checks, Hero bets$29, MAX1-e calls $29
River
2$148.218
MAX1-e goes all-in $108.76, Hero calls$108.76
Final Pot$360.29
Hero shows 87
MAX1-e shows 4A

Hero wins$360.29 (net +$182.53)
MAX1-e lost $185.76


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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
5 Players

Blinds$1/$25
UTG r0stadk0rv $459.76
CO KaptenMjau $255.73
D Allvaret $243.02
SBHero $210.97
BB Ambus $105.43
Preflop
5$3Hero is SBA7
3 folds, Hero raises to $6, Ambus raises to $10, Hero calls$4
Flop
2$20587
Hero checks, Ambus bets $10, Hero calls$10
Turn
2$39.014
Hero checks, Ambus checks
River
2$39.019
Hero bets$30, Ambus raises to $78, Hero goes all-in$190.97, Ambus goes all-in $85.43
Final Pot$205.59
Hero shows A7
Ambus shows 76

Ambus wins $205.59 (net +$96.16)
Hero collects$105.54 (net -$99.43)


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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
5 Players

Blinds$1/$25
UTG r0stadk0rv $243.59
COHero $316.02
D Humle17 $112.13
SB Mc-dermott $793.28
BB Chatte N $162.01
Preflop
5$3Hero is COJK
r0stadk0rv raises to $7, Hero raises to $21, 3 folds, r0stadk0rv calls $14
Flop
2$4559J
r0stadk0rv checks, Hero bets$28, r0stadk0rv calls $28
Turn
2$98.488
r0stadk0rv bets $50.50, Hero goes all-in$267.02, r0stadk0rv goes all-in $194.59
River
2$477.93, 2 all-in 7
Final Pot$477.93
Hero shows JK
r0stadk0rv shows TK

r0stadk0rv wins $477.93 (net +$241.34)
Hero lost$316.02


You know the moment where you flopp quads and hope your opponent also hit something?
Well, this is not one of these moment...
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$0.08/$0.16Zoom No Limit Holdem PokerStars
6 Players

Blinds$0.08/$0.166
UTG Frutis51 $18.27
UTG+1 Porntraktr $20.02
CO G.David$on $16.36
D pitivier2005 $2.75
SBHero $19.22
BB Whibam $15.20
Preflop
6$0.24Hero is SB22
1 fold, Porntraktr raises to $0.48, 1 fold, pitivier2005 calls $0.48, Hero calls$0.40, 1 fold
Flop
3$1.60522
Hero checks, Porntraktr bets $0.81, pitivier2005 folds, Hero calls$0.81
Turn
2$3.22K
Hero checks, Porntraktr bets $1.92, Hero raises to $5.12, Porntraktr calls $3.20
River
2$13.465
Hero goes all-in$12.81, Porntraktr calls $12.81
Final Pot$39.08
Hero shows four of a kind, Deuces 22
Porntraktr shows four of a kind, Fives 55

Porntraktr wins $37.58 (net +$18.36)
Hero collects$0.00 (net -$19.22)
pitivier2005 lost $0.48


Next week goals same as last. Getting even stronger medicine so hopefully my mental game will be bullet proof.

- 15k hands on Svenska Spel
- Some zoom games if time
- Atleast 2 updates
- Watch training videos and review my game

Gl at the tables!
Posted 7 years ago
3 weeks ago I broke my phone using my knee while tilting.. And I do not remeber I did it, my mind turned black and 1 min after I realized what I did. Things do not have any value to me when I get angry.. Angry
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Posted 7 years ago
Only just seen this thread and holy shit those graphs are sick. If I had that win rate I'd happily smash my desk up every now and then, maybe launch my phone at the neighbours cat for the lols. What the hell right, I'll just buy new shit with my disgusting winnings. GG sir.
Posted 7 years ago
Hehe thanks man @jongordon84, and GL with your grind!
Posted 7 years ago
So did not play wednesday because I was moving to another apartment. And today started really good but ended in a disaster... I did not take my medicine today so tilted a bit. But was running super bad in so many ways..

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I wish I could show you the EV, but it's not accurate, because you do not se cards at showdown everytime. Doesen't show your cards if you are the caller IP etc.

Im behind in volume but hopefully I will manage to get to 15k hands this week.

And some hands ofc

Haha winning with 7 high!
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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
4 Players

Blinds$1/$24
CO zippychipp $415.54
D rosine $98
SB z8 $602.40
BBHero $424.96
Preflop
4$3Hero is BB67
1 fold, rosine calls $2, z8 calls $1, Hero raises to $12, rosine calls $10, z8 folds
Flop
2$26539
Hero bets$18, rosine calls $18
Turn
2$60.46T
Hero bets$118, rosine goes all-in $68
River
2$193.06, 1 all-in J
Final Pot$193.06
Hero shows 67

Hero wins$193.06 (net +$41.06)
rosine lost $96
z8 lost $1


Im always 250+ deep when this happends to me. And the other way around the villian is 60bb deep...
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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
5 Players

Blinds$1/$25
UTG Gellin $544.98
COHero $567.76
D taggas $394
SB hawk1 $223.67
BB chipfish $373.24
Preflop
5$3Hero is COTT
Gellin raises to $7, Hero raises to $22, 3 folds, Gellin calls $15
Flop
2$478QT
Gellin checks, Hero bets$35.25, Gellin calls $35.25
Turn
2$114.578
Gellin checks, Hero bets$84, Gellin goes all-in $487.73, Hero calls$403.73
River
2$1,077.96, 1 all-in 6
Final Pot$1,077.96
Hero shows TT
Gellin shows QQ

Gellin wins $1,077.96 (net +$539.98)
Hero lost$460.98


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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
4 Players

Blinds$1/$24
CO Imosh $519.79
D StiffeM $453.21
SBHero $581.46
BB chipfish $199.35
Preflop
4$3Hero is SBJK
1 fold, StiffeM raises to $4, Hero raises to $16, 1 fold, StiffeM calls $12
Flop
2$34TQ6
Hero bets$25.50, StiffeM raises to $89.25, Hero goes all-in$565.46, StiffeM goes all-in $437.21
Turn
2$893.42, 2 all-in 3
River
2$893.42, 2 all-in 9
Final Pot$893.42
Hero shows JK

Hero wins$893.42 (net +$309.96)
StiffeM lost $449.21


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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
4 Players

Blinds$1/$24
CO TraktorT $254.63
D kira247 $962.24
SBHero $405.43
BB LN88 $298.89
Preflop
4$3Hero is SBQA
2 folds, Hero raises to $6, LN88 calls $4
Flop
2$12QQ6
Hero bets$8, LN88 raises to $36, Hero raises to $71, LN88 goes all-in $292.89, Hero calls$221.89
Turn
2$582.84, 1 all-in T
River
2$582.84, 1 all-in 9
Final Pot$582.84
Hero shows QA
LN88 shows 9Q

LN88 wins $582.84 (net +$285.95)
Hero lost$229.89


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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
5 Players

Blinds$1/$25
UTG Texel $541.48
CO Bolme $733.75
D VaNiaL $418.51
SB pkr906 $135.86
BBHero $222
Preflop
5$3Hero is BBTQ
Texel raises to $6, 2 folds, pkr906 calls $5, Hero calls$4
Flop
3$1879K
pkr906 checks, Hero checks, Texel bets $6, pkr906 calls $6, Hero raises to $30, Texel raises to $60, pkr906 folds, Hero calls$30
Turn
2$140.418
Hero bets$88, Texel raises to $176, Hero goes all-in$156
River
2$444.61, 1 all-in K
Final Pot$444.61
Texel shows A5
Hero shows TQ

Texel wins $444.61 (net +$196.61)
pkr906 lost $11
Hero lost$190


Hopefully the week will turn around!
Posted 7 years ago
Hello @DinBaba. This thread is absolutely insane (in both good and bad way). I'm more of an empiricist than a rationalist so I'm not going to give you a lecture on how unhealthy destroying your desk/phone is in the face of tilt - if it works for you then go bananas. That being said I'd encourage you to work on your mindset a bit or maybe even consult a licensed professional because your reactions to tilt seem to be slightly more severe than in most people cases.

Also, may the EV be with you!
Posted 7 years ago
Hey @MattVIP thank you, yeah I know, it's not healty at all. But I've been contact with a doctor/psychologist, thats why I got the medicin. And since then it's like night and day. Im reading Jared Tendlers book aswell, so I'm working on it.

My week has not been to good. Failed with my volume(11 658/15 000h) mostly because I moved to another apartment and had some trouble with internet. Been running alot under EV and made some really bad plays.

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So far 27 044 / 60 000 hands done.

Next week goals

-18k hands on Svenska spel
- Workout 3x
- Study a lot
- 2 updates
This was actually a missclick, meant to raise the turn. But calling was might even better!
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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
3 Players

Blinds$1/$23
D xor $91.05
SB Motgpest $486.76
BBHero $542.34
Preflop
3$3Hero is BBAK
xor calls $2, Motgpest raises to $8, Hero raises to $24, xor folds, Motgpest calls $16
Flop
2$50478
Motgpest checks, Hero bets$25, Motgpest raises to $64, Hero calls$39
Turn
2$173.56J
Motgpest bets $90, Hero calls$90
River
2$349.06A
Motgpest goes all-in $308.76, Hero calls$308.76
Final Pot$960.52
Motgpest shows 77
Hero shows AK

Hero wins$960.52 (net +$494.76)
xor lost $2
Motgpest lost $478.76


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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
4 Players

Blinds$1/$24
CO Scannning $232.10
D Brun00 $270.06
SB Mafs $854.38
BBHero $373.70
Preflop
4$3Hero is BBT6
1 fold, Brun00 raises to $6, Mafs calls $5, Hero calls$4
Flop
3$186T2
Mafs checks, Hero bets$14, Brun00 calls $14, Mafs folds
Turn
2$44.86A
Hero bets$33, Brun00 calls $33
River
2$109.21T
Hero checks, Brun00 bets $68, Hero goes all-in$320.70, Brun00 goes all-in $217.06
Final Pot$532.47
Hero shows T6

Hero wins$636.11 (net +$264.41)
Brun00 lost $270.06
Mafs lost $5


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$1/$2 No Limit Holdem HEM2
4 Players

Blinds$1/$24
CO Dajnomajt $266.62
D jockoo $321.66
SBHero $315.46
BB Ez_Game $707.20
Preflop
4$3Hero is SBAK
2 folds, Hero raises to $6, Ez_Game calls $4
Flop
2$12J9Q
Hero checks, Ez_Game bets $9, Hero calls$9
Turn
2$29.265
Hero checks, Ez_Game bets $24, Hero raises to $82, Ez_Game calls $58
River
2$189.16Q
Hero bets$154, Ez_Game calls $154
Final Pot$489.46
Hero shows AK
Ez_Game shows 24

Ez_Game wins $489.46 (net +$264.46)
Hero lost$253
Posted 7 years ago
Word of advice: Look at this positively - you made money so it was a great week!