Yes, i think i was just a losing player playing like that. I took some shots at 5NL and things didnt work out, so i started tilting and played my worst. I still think it's weird my EV line is way up there, but i was playing like a crazy guy.
Took some time to check my hands en read en learn some more. Started playing with more discipline back at 2NL and for the first 15000 hands things are looking better.

Gonna keep this up and stop playing whenever i feel like i am going to start doing crazy aggressive moves.