Time for an update!
July is mean to me. First, my super unhealthy life style finally caught up with me, and my body broke for a 2 weeks. This was caused by insufficient nutrition + alcohol + no work outs. My head was blowing up and I felt like a shit. Tried to grind at first, but could D game at best after 20 min. First ~2k hands on graph.
The good news is, that I finally got back to real grind on Saturday!
The bad news - I had my all time worse day yesterday!
-230$! I think I played very good poker the hole time except the last hand when the tilt kicked in and I just gamboooled the stack away. Most of the time I just found myself on the worst end on variance in addition to losing KK to AJo aipf in 90$ pot.
So at the moment I'm -150 eur after just 5.5k hands into a mid July. 40k hand goal seems impossible knowing that I'm heading to a music festival this Friday, which will delete 4 days.
I'm getting more and more used to the features my HUD offers, and my red line is clearly ''improving''. When it's 4-6 handed, I don't fear any reg I play against anymore. Gotta find my balls to shoot at NL50 now! Hate doing it when stucked, but hey, what can I do, gotta lose my money!
To humiliate myself and prevent me from repeating it, I'll post 2 spews I made here.
1) This is that final hand. This is the guy who won that big pot against me earlier when he 3bet shoved AJo 150bb against my open. He started with 8 GBP and just shoved crap and won every single time. The fact alone that I min open K9o from CO shows that 'I have lost it'.
Hand Conversion Powered by
WeakTight Poker Hand History ConverterGBP 0.10/0.20 No Limit Holdem iPoker
6 Players
Blinds£0.10/£0.206UTG Player3 25.07
UTG+1 Player5 11.92
COHero 20D Player8 33.64
SB Player10 61.56
BB Player1 19.25
Preflop
60.30Hero is CO9K
2 folds, Hero raises to 0.40, 1 fold, Player10 goes all-in ;61.56, 1 fold, Hero calls19.60
Flop
281.76, 1 all-in 7JA
Turn
281.76, 1 all-in 2
River
281.76, 1 all-in 7
Final Pot81.76
Player10 shows JA
Player10 wins £38.71 (net +18.71)
Hero lost£20
2) Earlier session. Vs reg with 8% 3bet. Such a spew, tilt kills my game :/
Hand Conversion Powered by
WeakTight Poker Hand History Converter£0.10/£0.20 No Limit Holdem iPoker
6 Players
Blinds£0.10/£0.206UTG Player5 £10.96
UTG+1Hero £46.89CO Player8 £20.94
D Player10 £20
SB Player1 £20
BB Player3 £20.41
Preflop
6£0.30Hero is UTG+1TT
1 fold, Hero raises to £0.60, 1 fold, Player10 raises to £2, 2 folds, Hero raises to £4.20, Player10 goes all-in £20, Hero calls£15.80
Flop
2£40.30, 1 all-in Q8A
Turn
2£40.30, 1 all-in K
River
2£40.30, 1 all-in 3
Final Pot£40.30
Player10 shows QQ
Player10 wins £38.29 (net +£18.29)
Hero lost£20
And that's it, rest I played very well imo!