Ok so I pied this challenge off last week and will explain why
1) I was down 1.4 buy ins
2) I placed some $100 bets on BJ as I was just bored
3) I lost said bets
So this left me at a place where I have sunk 5 days into this and found no enjoyment from it whatsoever. I thought it would hit me with my ego or at least make me feel challenged but all I could think was how bored I was and that I just did not care enough. The care was not about money or the stakes I just felt no passion for this project and I guess I have just felt a bit deflated life wise this last month and it didn't help me feel any better.
You know I loaded up a tournament and found it 10x more fun even tho it was not for much money and I played some Sky low-mid stakes and loved it. I just couldn't bring myself to do this anymore out of a satisfaction POV.
Mad respect to any grinders out there doing this and it is 100% a money maker but for me I just don't have the heart for it anymore.